Petya and I have done one matrix and two reiki sessions.
Mainly, my problems are related on an emotional and mental level. For me, the one that stands out the most is the relationship with the mother. I hadn’t thought about this until I became a mother myself. I realised that anger and pain that was poisoning
not only me, but my children as well, and so I started looking for answers.
After the reiki sessions:
- I felt lighter and calmer.
- I wrote to my mother without that angry feeling of “but why is she writing to me?”
- Got a call a few days ago to pick up the kids. At first, I was like “well, you’re not
going to work again, but then I was like what the heck, you’re going to be with the
kids. - I notice that my reactions are not primal but humbler.
- Two mornings ago, I visualised the father of my children and thanked him for
giving me these children (we are separated and I was very angry at him for leaving
me to fend for myself) - I started to want to forgive my parents and myself (a very hard thing for me)
R.G. 2024