Energy Practices (Mixed Approach) I Got My Smile and Confidence Back “…Here’s briefly how I feel after all the Matrix and Reiki sessions. First and foremost, I regained my confidence, calmness, and smile. I had forgotten that I could be calm, and in fact, in that state, everything flows more easily and in the best possible way for me! I feel energetic, vibrant, and confident that I can handle any situation. I believe in myself more. That’s exactly what I needed because deep inside I know that everything I dream of is happening, but during motherhood I had forgotten that – I was doubting it. I started finding time for things I was constantly postponing, maybe because I used to fall into emotional lows, depressions. I started testing myself to step out of my comfort zone :). My family relationships improved ❤️. And last but not least, I healed my constant headaches 🙏🏻. That happened already during the second Matrix session. Since then, I haven’t had a headache. Before that, I had one every day. I can't explain exactly how everything happened, but it feels like everything fell into place in my life and things became lighter.”

I Regained My Inner Peace Thank you, Petya, for the opportunity to "immerse myself in a world that was new to me." If I were to reflect on the entire past month, I would say that I gained much more patience and inner peace. It all happened so subtly, but this month I faced many situations where my patience and calmness were tested. I got through them without my usual inner stories and scenarios, where I’d typically imagine the worst – as if the world was ending. I handled all situations more calmly and rationally; my worries and panic no longer control me – the solution comes before them. Everything happened so gradually that it almost feels like this has always been my natural behavior, though I know it wasn’t. It must be experienced – it’s hard to explain 😀. I ran out of words to express it. 😀

Improving the Relationship with My Mother Since the beginning of the healing marathon – if I can call it that – with Petya, we've done one Matrix session and two Reiki sessions. My issues are mainly emotional and mental. What stands out the most for me is the relationship with my mother. I had never really thought about it until I became a mother myself. I realized I was carrying anger and pain that were poisoning not just me, but also my children, and that’s when I started looking for answers. After the Reiki sessions: 1.⁠ ⁠I felt lighter and calmer 2.⁠ ⁠⁠I texted my mother without that feeling of “why is she even texting me” 3.⁠ ⁠⁠A few days ago, I was asked to pick up the kids. At first, I thought “great, you won’t get to go to work again,” but then I told myself, “so what – you’ll be with the kids.” 4.⁠ ⁠⁠I’ve noticed that my reactions are no longer impulsive, but more composed 5.⁠ ⁠⁠Two mornings ago, I visualized the father of my children and thanked him for giving me these children (we’re separated, and I’ve been very angry with him for leaving me to handle everything alone) 6.⁠ ⁠⁠I’ve started wanting to forgive my parents and myself (a veeeery hard thing for me)

Reiki: Full Recovery Session Let me share my impressions from the Reiki session. At the start, I was lying down with my eyes closed, and my head was full of all sorts of thoughts 😀. At one point, random thoughts and “images” started disappearing – it became impossible to focus on any single thought / in other words, my mind emptied / and a sense of calm came over me. At the end of the session, I simply opened my eyes by myself, as if I were waking up – though I hadn’t fallen asleep / but it felt exactly like waking from a dream / 🤷‍♀️. I felt warmth in my injured leg – only in that one – and I had a strange sensation like “bubbles” under my skin, very odd and hard to describe. Another thing I realized was that I clench my jaw 😀 – and suddenly I felt my bite relax. And it’s like I’m calmer / not that I don’t still snap sometimes / but I’m more composed, not with the same anger as before. And my leg is improving day by day – whether it’s from Reiki or the Matrix, I don’t know, but something is working. That’s all from me 😀 Have a great day!

…I felt warmth in my right leg (there’s an injury there). I wasn’t asleep, nor fully awake. At one point, I started opening my eyes as if waking up from sleep, but I wasn’t asleep. Initially, my thoughts were restless, but then my mind emptied, and I had no thoughts. I felt strong warmth in the upper stomach area, where my ulcer hurts.